Predictable Outcomes/It Didn’t It Couldn’t She Couldn’t Who Could No One
by dbdevilliers
This will never work
of course
this is true because I already believe
it to be true but even
if I didn’t it
wouldn’t work
because I can’t change
or at least I’ve not yet
been able to change and
I have little
faith that I ever
will
I am not a happy man
I am not good at making other people
happy
how could I?
how could I even know how?
if I am anything it’s
sad
deeply deeply sad
for reasons beyond me
or maybe not, maybe I know why
but if I do
it doesn’t matter anyway so
please
fuck
save me if you can
but I know you can’t
and I’m so sorry.
I’m so sorry.
It doesn’t matter please don’t think it matters it wasn’t it wasn’t you it wasn’t your fault